stupid girl mode ON

Goooooood, I'm so so so so foolish. Everyday, I pray for him. I asked you if he become my marriage partner. I thought that he was the one who I searching for. But now, I know he's not. I spent my times with him. He was so charming in my eyes, I was blinded by love. Love made me couldn't think clearly..

I never know if he really loves me like he said everyday. I already told him, if he doesn't love me please never say that three magical words. Foolishly, I'm falling in love with him (Yeaaaah how poor are you, Nggi!)



Today, I see his profile. I read his wall one by one. AND YOU KNOW WHAT?! He has took her ex quiz. And of course there's also comment between them. WOW, Is it really worst for me? I feel my blood go up in to my head!*

Why he lied on me? He said that he doesn't have any feel with her ex. But in fact? I see love fragment between them. I'm just come up from my painful and now he smashed me.. What else I have to say? he already drown me

I'm more and more believe that every boys in this world are same.. bastard, loudmouth and deceiver (even that boy is really nice)

So do I need boys in my life? (sorry boys, you really make me revolted!)


*Please read my previous blog